Falling Vertically

Back to back,
Comes again and again,
Those flash backs,Wall to wall,
I remember the fall,Summer, spring and the fall,Seasons shuffle with nature’s call,
Lay back, and converse with my soul,

I look deep into it and mystery blends,
I beg for it to cease,
But the bitterness shows no ends,
Just witness my conscience as it leaps,
A solo life, no love and no friends,

Where did I go wrong?
Have I lost a friend?
Rhymes that song,Till the bitter end,
Life just seems so long,
And lacks a trend,
It takes much time,
And time shall mend,

But I wasted time,
And time wasted me,
So I had to halt,
Look back and see,
I always wanted to stay,
Never wanted to leave,
I fought too hard,
And made my soul bleed,
I hit the ground and plant a seed,

So I plot and I plan.
Hope and I scheme,
I see every thought,
And touch every dream,
I see no hope, no light,
Never ending it seems,

I am in horror,
I am in doubt,
I run in circles,
I scream,I shout,
Until despair knocks me out,

I wake up rushed,
Hung to memories,
Literally squashed,
I looked around,I wondered why?
And then I heard,
A firm rough sound,
That smuggled and blurred,

“behind the night lies the dawn,
Inside an oyster, forms a precious stone,
Upon the ashes, the fire once shone,
With every scream, comes a moan”,
Where did I go wrong?
Well, I never did,
To every day,My respect I bid,
Every day I stood tall,
I didn’t pull the trigger,
But I was the one to fall,
I died for real,I died for all,
I never went wrong,
I never said a word,
I loved the truth,
And the truth loved me,
But lies and hatred,
Is all I see,

Where did I go wrong?
Well, u lost I,
And that’s when I learned how to fly,
And promised myself,
Till the day I die,
That I will always be,
Rock-solid, and mountain tall,
Shall fight like a true battalion,
Never fall,

I plea my part and I claim my right,
To shut my mouth and amuse my sight,
I’ll keep it and never stop,
Time can heal,
But silence does a better job,

I lay u here,
And read my peace,
Between the lies of blame and fear,
Lies the truth, and the truth is near…..



Ahmed Hasna